March 2, 2020 by 0

Praise God from whom all blessings flow.

I conceived when my husband and I weren’t expecting considering our financial state, it was tough, we considered terminating the baby from the onset even though both of us were Christians; we were not ready we just had a 15months old in our hands.

I attended the hallelujah festival at about 22weeks of the pregnancy and top of my prayer points was safe delivery for the baby because I was so scared.

Few days after the challenge I started having terrible pain at work and was rushed to the hospital, the Drs said the baby wasn’t in a good state and they needed to expel the baby, I cried, I prayed, I reminded God I had just finished the challenge.

Few days later I found myself praying that the will of God be done since the doctors identified some birth defects with the baby, half way through I remembered we prayed for LIGHT and I thought what if this is the light at this stage and my perspective changed.

I became thankful, hard as it seemed, the doctors induced labour last night, I had the baby, even though he had died, I am grateful for my life, I survived it. And I thank God for LIGHT because the doctors kept saying it would have posed a big health challenge for me had I not come at the point I did.

I pray for strength for the journey ahead, the baby would have been 24weeks tomorrow and growing. But I choose to praise God during this tough season.


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